An normal move that you made might change the whole outcome. Save yourself and take the risk that everyone, including yourself, might die? Or Sacrifice yourself and supposedly save the others?
The best scenario is to take the first and everybody lives. To the contrary, taking the latter and regretting it, for it was in vain.
By calculating chances, both choices you make have a great chance of you being destroyed. So why not take the first and take a chance that everyone continues? But, if you look at this from a particular perspective, it might seem that you are being selfish by risking everyone just to rescue yourself.
Mixed thoughts.
What would you do?
Thanks. :) ~written~ 4:19 PM
20 February 2011
The monster within.
Feeling the presence of it when it digs a way through.
Tired of suppressing it, using almost all of your energy to.
Sometimes, wishing that i would just sink, and melt into liquid as though i've got some superpowers.
I'm back to square one, I don't wanna think. It's too troublesome.
Resting in my room in darkness and silence. This might be one of the best feeling i would find in life till now. The fear of it ending when noisy people just messes with my train of thoughts and disturbs whatever serenity i can find, tearing it into emptiness. Frustration.
In no time at all, Hearts will hold.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 9:12 PM
06 February 2011
End of the first long weekend of 2011. The oiliest and a very awesome break! :D
The CNY was great. collected lotsa ang poas from here and there and played many many games, of BanLuck and DaiDee. but that, is only the tip of the awesomeness iceburg.
Having felt God's healing powers and grace in recovering from illness in one night, was really amazing. Having Eight/Nine people squeeze cosily in a small room playing cards and dirtying the atmosphere and floor with oil, burps, UNNECESSARY noise, and laughter was unforgettable. Having watched an awesome film of art, was touchingly scary. Having strolled home melting into a luscious McFlurry was the best enjoyment to end the weekend with.
Another great thing is the fact that my schools starts on 830 everry MonDAYEEE! heehee. :D yeah awsome stuff. xD the loads of bak kua in my system is too.
And yeah. Thanks! :) Byeyos.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 11:34 PM
About Me
Leon Yao Jinchi
7 Dec 1994
AMKCMC
FOC
FWB
Peirce Sec Sch Yishun Junior College
3e3 4e2 CTG 111201
Still Choir (Stepped down)