回忆童年. The warmth i get when i'm reminded of my childhood. I even almost forget that i actually had such a wonderful childhood. Even when my parents are working their asses off and i was lonely most of the time.
There were times where my father took off an hour to spent 50 cents each for us to go to the arcade at fourth floor of the mall to play a game. A bomberman game.
I just found the game. Neo Bomberman. Played it and finished the game with my father commenting on ol' times. In the past it was just my father fighting every monster and me just staying alive.
Thank you. Dad.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 3:32 AM
10 July 2011
Has been quite some time since i wrote about happenings rather than thoughts...
Today was a pretty fun day full of experiences. I learnt that God has really been taking care of my sleep and giving me discipline to wake myself up. Thank you. Music charged up my morning while heading to church at a really early time. Even though i only had 2 hours of sleep. The worship team Bryan has is really awesome. personally i like singing with kunfeng and together with the harmony of the pianist yihui, the structure from the drums mingen, the background chords from guitarist yiyiong and the supportive bassist xiusha. Thank you, for giving me leading me into such a wonderful worship.
I've never had much experience working in teams since i used to work alone so much. Requiring to work with people lead to many conflicts. but then again. with our Great Father mediator, misunderstandings are solved easily.
The lunch was the same, yet somehow. it felt a lot more interesting than the usuals. I wonder why.
and there was this. which kinda stroke me hard.
well. it was really fun, once again being able to see true personalities giving off a dazzling glow which was rid of all burdens. Lord, Thank you for the time. ************************************ sorry for this posts being so separated. oh wells. needa catchUp on sleep. nighties., and thanks, readers.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 9:49 PM
09 July 2011
On my journey upon learning more about myself, i learnt today that- I don't like to give answers.
This habit has been there since. i don't know. When someone asks me something, i usually just give a ambiguous answer. maybe due to lack of confidence in giving an exactly correct answer due to my perfectionism, or maybe it's because i'm just being a jerk. By jerk i mean then somehow i look down on people. (both figuratively and literally) I make sure than when i give an answer, it is shown that they deserve the answer.
***** It's ironic i'm writing this post. but i feel that i should do this.*****
And apparently, when i am obligated(note that i'm using 'obligated' in a very scientific form) to give answers. the answers given are not exactly exact. You can somehow extract the answer from the statement. Somehow i like giving ambiguous answers, and the sadistic side of me really finds joy when someone's able understand me;what i'm saying.
Is this good or bad? I think my past somehow injected me with this. Sorry, if i somehow hurt you with this.
and we go, into the ambiguous.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 10:03 PM
07 July 2011
Crap, i seriously am missing the old place now. Dreams which were created. Life being lived out. Personalities maturing. The relief accumulated contents.
The home that I'll definitely never forget. The scent of the place. All the crappy memories which still puts a smile on my face. All that's endured and stood victorious from.
Big hall. Red carpet.
Cold floor. Lonely piano.
Wooden walls. Light Covers.
Boring classes. Simple posters.
I'm really late in posting this eh? But i feel much better after reminiscing the past. Thank You Father. For such a wonderful home.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 1:05 AM
About Me
Leon Yao Jinchi
7 Dec 1994
AMKCMC
FOC
FWB
Peirce Sec Sch Yishun Junior College
3e3 4e2 CTG 111201
Still Choir (Stepped down)