I thought i was able to control it. but when it came back again, i couldn't. And now it's eating me up. how much more? till i actually break? i really want to give up fighting.... just go away... would you?
Thanks. :) ~written~ 11:10 PM
15 December 2011
Damn. Seeing death in front of you isn't pleasant at all. screw you.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 12:11 AM
05 December 2011
I realised that i've really been caring too little about the details...
Thanks. :) ~written~ 12:04 AM
03 December 2011
The direction my character is heading towards is not really good apparently.
Looking back, an attention attracting, ignorant, arrogant and insensitive stupid lil kid? pretty sure i was. Felt the need and pressure to change? Yeap. Stepped away from that dark zone. Quiet. And observed as much as possible... i learnt. But wait. something's missing. it aint fun.. i started finding self-esteem and well. everything was good. I was good. I felt good... until it grew too big. I was too good. moving me into the grey area. Arrogance came back. Insensitivity slipped back. To find fun, anything can come out. The most lethal weapons of humans. accidents occur. injuries made which you regret.
Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall.
Once again i see the need to change. But this time it isn't ignorance. It's pride. Sorry for people who i've offended. I didnt mean it that way...
A man's pride will bring him low, but he who is lowly in spirit will obtain honor.
Thank you Lord.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 11:36 PM
About Me
Leon Yao Jinchi
7 Dec 1994
AMKCMC
FOC
FWB
Peirce Sec Sch Yishun Junior College
3e3 4e2 CTG 111201
Still Choir (Stepped down)