I'm really glad to be blessed with the ability to learn and pick up skills fast.
Coupled with the curiosity I have, it just makes me want to learn everything.
The interest for so many things.
But. The commitment level I have for things can be really low.
I learn for fun. The initial growth, of exposure, knowledge and mastery of a particular skill, can be exciting and thrilling.
But there always comes a point when it isn't so easy to progress anymore.
The mundane practice of the skill in order to reach the next level. This commitment. And inevitability, Is what truly (I feel) makes the difference of something I can truly interested in and can be committed to.
I love music. And yes. I'm at the mundane part of it now. Where it's really hard to find growth and I'm just practicing and practicing.
But. It's fun. The mundane practice in itself is fun and enjoyable. I'm just playing it. For myself. For God. And striving to be better.
It doesn't really matter what purpose I'm playing for.
To just play it for my enjoyment.
To have quiet time through music.
Or to perform for others.
It doesn't matter. I love music. And I just wanna be able to interact with it. Simply because it's enjoyable to.
Realization of things. The wisdom provided and gained through this journey of life.
Thank you God. ^^
Continue taking care of me and what I love.
Even though many pressures in this world can put stress easily. I want to be able to stay true to my commitments Lord. And I need you for that.
May I continue mature spiritually and mentally in this walk with you. Amen.
You're good~ :]
Thanks. :) ~written~ 5:20 PM
08 May 2013
'God will reward you in an unimaginable amount so large, when you choose to stay faithful' -from a certain sermon and. *rephrased*
In my spiritual journey with Him. I've learnt so much more about him. And knowing that there's how much more that I still don't know about Him. How great His love is for me such that I couldn't understand it. And still unable to comprehend it.
'Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.' -Matthew 7:7
Recently. I've personally experienced how this has actually more truth than I thought it would have.
To ask for your wants sincerely.
God loves me that much to give it to me.
To seek help and assistance when I desperately needed them. God will always be there to listen to my cries.
Knock to the door of wisdom and paths. It might open slowly. But. God will surely open it to me.
我们爱,因为神先爱我们。
Thank you for Your love..., Everything, Lord. And continue to bless me and take care of me in my steps ahead. Amen.
Thanks. :) ~written~ 12:30 AM
03 May 2013
Has. Been a really long time since I came here lol.
Not sure a good thing. Or a bad thing.
But. I know for sure. The time that has passed have definitely made me change. Not exactly the time per de. But situations I'm in.
I've enlisted on December 2012. Has been 5 months since then. And I'm really grateful for the support I have. People who I can talk to when I need. And all the prayers given to me.
And of course. Without God. My journey would have definitely been much worse. Considering how much he has given me. Haha.
Recently. I've gotten the courage to be able to see more. Think more. Feel more.
And these. Definitely made me learn more about being human.
I've been able to sort out alot of things that had happened to me. Gotten alot of answers. Made alot of links.
And I thank God for that wisdom that He has given me through the opinions of others.
And. Haha. This place. Is prolly going to be much quieter from now on. Not exactly getting much time to write here. Should I continue to? Haha. See how la huh? Maybe I would. Hehe.
I guess. Only time will reveal... Aye? Pop~~
Gummy~ thanks for being sweet and always being around to cheer me up. Haha. Nomznomz
Byezz
Thanks. :) ~written~ 3:28 AM
About Me
Leon Yao Jinchi
7 Dec 1994
AMKCMC
FOC
FWB
Peirce Sec Sch Yishun Junior College
3e3 4e2 CTG 111201
Still Choir (Stepped down)